I've never been this far away from home[[hb&an]]

[Hanna Beth Barker]

Put your nose to the speaker.
Now breathe in.
Breathe in.




Giggles escaped her thin lips as she dropped her town near the grass, her bare feet skipping across the rocks and sand, plunging into the foot deep water. The minnows and tadpole's dashed and darted away from the places they had been hiding.
She was different now, put on a few pounds and had more of a shape to her body, she wasn't just a pile of bones any longer. She never went to rehab, just intensive moments of depression. Her parents attempting to set her straight. A lot of her privileges were revoked. She didn't have the freedom like before. She was now in ILC, taken out of Alliance. They mainly blamed the school for her failure. So for them to send her here? It was such a great opportunity. And now she could be back with kids her age, live someone close to the life she used to live. Have fun.
She went through the up's and downs. The thoughts still lingered in the back of her mind. But she'd found a new addiction to replace the old one. Anger, and music. How therapeutic the two could be.
She bounced around in the water chasing the poor fish upstream. Scaring them from there habitat. She was there now, it was her chance to do something.
She turned around for a moment thinking she'd heard something in the woods, yet she couldn't see anything. Her hair was piled on top of her head, pulled up into a bun. The blonde and black intertwining with each other. Making her hair a marble color. She stood in the water for a few moments being still, a deer in the headlights.
Then wandered to the edge where she once was. Butt on the towel,. Feet in the water. This was relaxation, she could tell, this spot would probably become one of her favorite spots, even though she'd barley checked out this camp.
Just the serenity, and the vibes the surroundings gave off. Yeah, she'd like it here.

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[Allen Norton]

A L L E N

It had been, way to long. Way to long since he'd seen Hanna. Okay, so, they've been on the phone and they've talked online. But that's really nothing compared to just seeing her. And being with her. And now that he's heard that she's actually here, at this camp, he was very happy. Even though they've talked on the phone there was just still a lot that they needed to catch up on that could really only be told in person. Sounded mad gay, but it's true. So anyways, after he found out that she would be here, of course he told her he would meet her somewhere. Why wouldn't he? And the creek was the place to be at. When he arrived there, he saw somebody there, but was unsure if it was Hanna.

He walked down to wards the actual stream part, pushing some bushes back. And when he finally got down there, standing on the same rock that the slim figure was standing on just before him, but that slim figure was now gone. So he ran after them, almost bursting out laughing. He must have looked like the weirdest person ever. Running after somebody, not even knowing who they are. And to top it off, he was jumping across rocks. But whatever, he had a lot of energy today. Probably due to the fact that Hanna was here. And when he finally saw the girl sitting on the rocks he knew it was Hanna and he wasn't chasing after a stranger. "YO HANNA" he called out as he continued to walk across the rocks and shit. It would be easier if he was just on the strip of land right next to the creek but he was just being difficult.


ooc;shiiitt son. started this then did a whole bunch of shit and ended it quickly because im making plans with caroline. sorry if it suucks.

[Hanna Beth Barker]

swallow a little of that sea
now taste a little bit of that salt in me
throw up a little of it on your knees
now doesn't that bring you back to the beginning



The reality of things were starting to set in. She was here. He was here. It was just so surreal. Seeing pixels of him on a screen via myspace. Or hearing his voice through the static on her phone. It wasn’t the same as seeing him, hearing him, touching him in person. There was no way how the two could be the same. But it was going to happen soon.
She had left at such a bad time too, during her stay in the hospital her foster parents came and picked her up. Only letting her say a few goodbyes and lots of ‘I’ll tell you all about it later’’s. But the only person she really stayed in touch with was Allen, because that’s really all she cared about. The one who kept her going.
And now what should have been anticipation or excitement, was turning slowly into doubt. She was thinking to much and to hard and the little worries started to filter into her head. ‘What if he met someone else.’ ‘She wasn’t the same.’ ‘She was a fuck up.’ ‘She didn't try hard enough.’. All theses things popped up into her mind as she waited on her spot. Splashing the water with her feet trying to clear her mind. And then, she definitely heard something.
Her head nearly jerked towards the call of her name. Then boom, eyes lit up, lips parted into a smile, heart dropped. It was Allen.
“Allen baby.” she nearly squeaked with excitement.
She pushed her self up then started over toward him, the worry was gone, just a rush of excitement and warmth. He wasn’t to far away. Instantly wrapping her arms around his torso Holding her head up high to face him. Sure, it was a bit of a greeting but hey. There really was no better feeling then this at the moment. Not drugs, not alcohol, not sex. Just the feeling of months of anticipation, finally being released.

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[Allen Norton]

A L L E N
[But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard ]

In a way, maybe he was worried to. He was just to happy to see Hanna or the chance of seeing Hanna for those thoughts to come just yet. But they where still there. He was every bit as paranoid still as he was the last time he saw her. The only difference was he was a little bit older now. But age didn't change anything either. All age did was make him think about what the hell he's doing with his life, but, northing's changed. Northing's changed at all. And even though he still had those worried thoughts about Hanna, he still had those thoughts that were absolutely amazed by her and always wanted to be around her and with her. To put it in a easier way; he was still the same Hanna obsessed Allen that he's always been.

And when she hugged him, no matter how sappy and so cliche it sounds, it had to be the best feeling in the world. There was no way this had to be real. Last year at this camp he thought couldn't get any better. But now, Hanna was here. That was even better then him finding out Lacey was her. Of course it was better. With Lacey and himself, nothing all that dramatic has ever happened. But with him and Hanna, they've been through a lot of shit. A lot of shit that people said that they wouldn't make it through. But they did. And in a lot of ways, that made him feel accomplished. For once, he proved people wrong. Which just pulled him closer to Hanna.

He wrapped his arms around her also and looked down at her. It was just so surreal. Just. Wow. A huge wow. It was great. "I missed you so much" he finally said. If he was standing right next to them at the moment he would be laughing his ass off. For the most time, he thought how mushy gushy people get when they like each other is just hilarious and a bunch of bullshit, but every things so different when your the one feeling all of this. When he finally let go of her, he still wanted to be physically attached to her, so he held onto her hand. "You have no idea how much ass this place is going to kick now that we're both here".

He looked around for a minute, nobody else was around. Which was a surprise, because from what he remembered of last year a whole bunch of people where always everywhere. But it was nice, just him and Hanna. And from what he knew, the only one who could really know what happened back at Alliance would be Lacey. So pretty much, it was like starting all over again. Nobody knew here what happened in the past, besides what happened last year in camp. Nobody knew here about them though. It was a good feeling;starting fresh. Even the sound of it was just refreshing. "So, what's new since the last time we talked?" he said. Well, it really wasn't all that long since they've talked on the phone; a week at the most. But Allen was kind of people who liked to be filled in on those little details that don't even matter. So in a weeks time, a lot can happen.

[Hanna Beth Barker]

swallow a little of that sea
now taste a little bit of that salt in me
throw up a little of it on your knees
now doesn't that bring you back to the beginning



Standing there she pressed up against him softly. This was so much better. Sure, they’ d only been the3re for a few minutes, but she could tell this was going to be good. And it would be so so much easier for them to talk, and just easier on the whole relationship. “I missed you too.” she said with a small pout sad about all the time the two of them had spent apart. But now, that was over. She was here, he was here. And they were still an item. She shouldn’t be doubtful now, she shouldn’t live in the past any longer. They practically had a fresh start here.

She released him and took grasp of his hand, leading him back to the warm sun basked rock she was on before he had arrived. She smirked as she listening to his voice, all excited, acting like the fun, sporadic personality she fell for back at Alliance. Nodding her head in agreement, this place would kick ass. She knew the two of them were going ripe this camp a new one, and this was only the beginning of a long, fun summer.

What had happened, hm where to begin? “Well, I had to pack, which was hard. Argue with the folks, hop on a train and had a long five day trip.” she said with a small pout. It wasn't the best thing she’d experience. Her foster parents refused to pay for a plane flight, not wanting to waste anymore of there ‘points’ shipping her ass around the country. She mainly lived off her Mountain dew and original Pringles. “But I guess there were up’s, I got to see a lot of the country side, and took some cute pictures.” she explained a bit. “Then I took a taxi up to here. Dumped my shit and remembered our little date.” she finished with a smile.

She pushed her body back onto the rock. The warmth sizzled at her golden skin but it didn’t burn. Just hissed under her weight. After tucking her hair behind her ear, she glanced over to Allen. Allen Norton. “What about you. How was your week?” she asked wanting to know more about him, and how everything when back at home with his brothers and mom.

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ooc;; Sorry its major shitty. took me days to finish becuse of physco parents, and a crazy relationship. Sorry I have a block sorta from all the drama in my real life.

[Allen Norton]

A L L E N
[because you know you so hot ]

As she explained all the stuff that happened with her, he realized that maybe once and awhile he should start caring about others a little bit more. Because he more then cared for Hanna and what he was finding out was that he really didn't have anything hard for him at all. Everything came easy for him and for whatever family he still had left they hardly ever fought anymore. Yet with Hanna, from what he was hearing now and from what he was hearing from there phone conversations and such, he had it really easy. And he felt bad. But there was a good thing going on in his head; instead of getting all these negative thoughts together like he normally does when it comes to thinks that make him feel bad, he was actually trying to make Hanna feel better by being there. She was Hanna, and sometimes he did think that he should be doing more, but who else would he actually sit through and actually listen to what happened? Nobody else at the moment. Which is why he was starting to think maybe he should listen to other people more so he could be a better support system, it seemed like a lot of people needed it right now.

But yet again; wasn't his job just to poke fun at everything and keep there mind off of it? This point of his life had to be the worse. He was truly confused of who he was and who he wanted to be. He needed to know who he was to find out what where the things he should change. He was just a lost teenager. And to top it off he's Allen, which makes the confusion ten times worse. But aren't all teenagers lost?

"Shit. That really sucks. But at least your here and didn't forget about me" he said with a really cheesy smile, his eyeballs practically falling out of his head. "But me? Not much. Got out of Alliance, went back home, packed, came here, unpacked, announced to everyone that I know here that I was here, and now I'm with you. So things are going a lot smoother for me I guess." he said with a shrug. "Oh fuck, did I tell you about how my mom flipped shit on me about Alliance? It was fucking crazy because my mom like never yells or anything. So when I was coming home to get my stuff I get in the door and she flips out. Not even a hello. So pretty much found out everything and I'm in some pretty deep shit. And she doesn't want me going back to Alliance to. But she can't do anything about it right now because I'm here and we don't really have the money to go anywhere else. I just found it kind of weird because you where telling me about how your mom or foster parents or whatever sent you somewhere else. Maybe somehow we'll end up in the same school. Ha. That would make things insane". There goes Allen, just rambling on about everything. When he rambles he tends to get a accent. Like he's rushing and words don't come out completely or they sound funny. Like 'About' comes out 'Bout' and 'kind of' is 'Kinda' and everything else is just smushed together like that. He realized that he had did that and let a little color of embarrassment come to his face. Who wouldn't blush. He at least thought that he sounded ridiculous when he talked like that. But it was Hanna, and there was still a stupid rambling part of his brain that screamed 'TELL HER MORE TELL HER MORE!' all the time. What an annoying fuck.



ooc;;fuck. that was wayy rushed. so there's probably a million things wrong. outfit when you click on icons.